suicidal thoughts. People are being laid off, no goddam jobs, no prospects, no hope whatsoever. I've been in a pretty shitty situation myself for quite some time and I am so sick, so sick of this country that has been so unfriendly towards me, that treated me, and many more like me, as if we were enemies, my country has showed more appreciation towards those less capable, but more willing to play by shitty rules that involve a tongue and somebody's big, fat, powerful ass. I have some frustrations, that's obvious, but I am so tired of being frustrated. Those smarter than me left this damned place years ago and they have successfully built new lives elsewhere in the world. They understood that each moment is precious. But I reached the conclusion that my people deserve all the horrible things that happen now here, after all they chose to vote for greedy, destructive idiots.
I hope your lives are better though, I really do.