The House with White Columns

 In my part of the world life sucks. It sucks so much that I am sure a significant percent of the population has suicidal thoughts. People are being laid off, no goddam jobs, no prospects, no hope whatsoever. I've been in a pretty shitty situation myself for quite some time and I am so sick, so sick of this country that has been so unfriendly towards me, that treated me, and many more like me, as if  we were enemies, my country has showed more appreciation towards those less capable, but more willing to play by shitty rules that involve a tongue and somebody's big, fat, powerful ass. I have some frustrations, that's obvious, but I am so tired of being frustrated. Those smarter than me left this damned place years ago and they have successfully built new lives elsewhere in the world. They understood that each moment is precious. But I reached the conclusion that my people deserve all the horrible things that happen now here, after all they chose to vote for greedy, destructive idiots.
I have a dream that I wish to make true, hopefully before I die,...my house with white columns. In order to accomplish it I must sell my current house, pay all my debts and with the rest of the money I'd buy a piece of land  and start building the house with white columns. But because of the shitty times we live in, there are very few buyers and most of those who approached us don't usually fit the criteria. So now here I am again contemplating another winter here buried in debts and fucking jobless... I HATE MY LIFE.
I hope your lives are better though, I really do.


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11 comments:

robert said...

Shit runs down hill and we at the bottom are up to our proverbial necks..it's much the same here..one step forward two steps back..

Whisppy said...

I hope things look up for you soon. Our country is also in quite a shitty position, because of the policians. They bicker and fight and do everything BUT govern the country. It's sickening and I can't wait for the next election to show them what I think of them.

Give your cats a cuddle. That usually cheers me up. :)

Whisppy said...

I hope things look up for you soon. Our country is also in quite a shitty position, because of the policians. They bicker and fight and do everything BUT govern the country. It's sickening and I can't wait for the next election to show them what I think of them.

Give your cats a cuddle. That usually cheers me up. :)

Pinay Scribbles said...

cheer up! when you think your life is shitty, know that someone else's life is shittier than yours!

one day dreams will come true because of our pursue to achieve those dreams!

Ratty said...

Powerful and greedy people can take many things from you, but if they can't take your dignity then they truly have nothing.

Sissym said...

Hi! I really am very playful. My friends call me "fairy" or "little fairy" and other "tomboy" because I do a lot of mischief (virtual). I really like playing with words and I am habit of writing since childhood. However, what most pleases me is to comment and I think that's what captivated new friends. So, when you need an opinion, whether you're happy or sad, you may call me, I'll make with sweetness .

About your post:

My dear new friend, unfortunately, around the world, nothing is so perfect. There recession, there are few people with so much and many with nothing. Increasingly people are individualistic and selfish.

Do not lose faith, do not lose hope! Write ... communicate with the world, because you will find the strength to overcome difficulties. With the care of some people, like me, in this new virtual world, and maybe you never will be able to hug and say thank you.

I had a terrible husband, he stole everything mine (house and money), he almost killed me in front of my daughter. He took advantage at all cos there is corruption in Brazil. I cried all I needed, but I wanted to really overcome everything. Today I still did not realize some dreams and do not get the money I lost, but I have peace.

Believe in yourself.

Joyce Lansky said...

Although I have a lot of bills and must watch what I spend, I am incredibly rich because I have things I wouldn't sell for $1,000,000,000. There is no amount of money that would make me sell a member of my family (husband, kids, siblings); a limb from my body or my sense of sight or hearing. These are the things that determine wealth. If you have something of more value than money, you too are rich.

Joyce
http://joycelansky.blogspot.com/2011/08/beyond-limits-of-my-fridge.html

unikorna said...

Robert, Whisppy, Pinay, Ratty, your words are very inspirational. I appreciate your subtle encouragement. I have never thought that this virtual friendship thing could really hit it off :).
Joyce you are very wise, a lot wiser than me.
Sissym, there is something about you that really agrees with my nature (hence the fairy alter ego :), your story is very touching, you must be some really strong lady, I would love to know more about you, I shall go to your blog maybe I;ll find more :). Kisses.

love 2 type said...

lots have lost their job here too. during japan's tsunami, we were greatly affected that so many were on forced leave. not good if you got kids to feed

Botanist said...

I hope you find your dream sooner rather than later. You sound determined enough to make it happen.

And just remember - the politicians and businessmen are at the top of the heap because SHIT FLOATS!

Lora R. Rivera said...

I have to agree with others and say that there are really a whole lot of people out there who've got a shittier time of it.

BUT! Because that's no help at all when you just need a rant *holds out the punching bag hanging in my garage* -- Have at, girl! Sometimes the world DOES suck, and shit is... well, shit. And none of that stuff smells like roses.

P.S. I've always wanted a house with 1. a library and 2. dark wood paneling *swoons*

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